Coffee Talk!

Helllllooooo loves! Well did you recover from last week's bombshell?? I know, I know....a lot to take in!!! If you don't know what I'm talking about it's all here.  Let's just get back to our normal routine....

4 Random Thoughts

1. I am staying on course with not doing any shoots past that first weekend in June. (The only peeps this does NOT apply to is my family and super duper close friends) Sorry loves, I need to keep my sanity for whatever lies ahead and right now I'm wondering if I just really need a break from photography in general. It's a super saturated market, it's pretty cut throat and I don't want to lose my passion for it. I know it seems pretty easy for someone to pick up a camera and start charging people but truth be told it's A LOT of work, A LOT of time away from your family, and A LOT of investment. I don't think everyone who is interested in photography sees that in the beginning. My family is NUMBER one to me and I've missed out on lots of things due to being SWAMPED with editing, back to back shoots, on top of working another job outside of the home. I want to get back to why I LOVED it in the first place, back to documenting my own family. I've missed out on that. I don't capture our life with my big camera as much anymore, just my cell phone, so one of my goals is to get back to that. I'm not saying I won't ever do it again but for now it will be for family and close friends while I'm still here.

2 - Big 4 0 is on the way! First outfit came in the mail.....BIG freaking FLOP!!! Soooo bummed! I LOVED it on line! It came and looked RIDIC on me!!!! Nothing is a bigger disappointment than when you think you are going to totally ROCK something and it comes and you look like a BAG lady! LOL! Oh well, back to the drawing board!!!! #supermodelfail

3- Nutribullet and I just broke up for GOOD!!! Ugh! I just don't understand! I literally just exchanged that one LAST month! This time I had my shake all loaded up ready to go, I set it on the base to blend it and it jammed and wouldn't even start!!!! #goingtolosemycrap   I won't be exchanging it for another one that is for SURE!!! I've heard a lot of good things about the Ninja, do any of you have any suggetions/feedback?

4 - I am completely ECSTATIC for the arrival of SUMMER!!!! I think knowing that I have freedom this summer is making me HEART it that much more!!!! I just want to do day trip after day trip, make memories, eat on cute outdoor patios, enjoy fruity cocktails, listen to music, grill out and soak up EVERY living second of beautiful weather!!!! Sunshine = happiness for this girl!!!

Ok loves, that's all for today! Thanks for keeping up with me!!! XO