A Stunning Momma to Be and Life Reflections!

Hello my lovelies! Well, I'll just be honest, because let's face it....I try not to sugar coat it and no one should think that everyone's life is PERFECT because it's not. I've definitely had a rough 2 weeks. Rough being non stop tears, sad, melt downs almost. every. day. Yep, I have been very home sick for Arizona, my old life, my friends etc. Who knows what prompted it more in these last 2 weeks because quite honestly I think about AZ at least 100 times once a day! ;) Whatever it was, it hit me like a ton of bricks and it was horrible. After some good self loathing reflecting on everything that I should be happy about (health, my kids, amazing parents, my childhood bestie, siblings all within either a 2 hour flight or a short drive) I finally snapped the he** out of it and thought 'wow, it sucks to be this miserable'. I didn't even want to be around myself. My mom has been such a good support because she gets 'it'. She gets how hard this move has been for me and she doesn't look down on me for feeling this way. I know eventually we will end up back on that coast but for now I need to stop and enjoy those who love me, support me and are always there for me. This definitely won't be my last rough patch, because it's a day by day struggle and yep, check back in winter and I will probably have 20 one or 2 melt downs a month. I don't think I will ever 'LOVE' it here, but I'm definitely finding shoot locations that are spectacular. Which totally leads me into this post of the most gorgeous momma to be. EVER.

My sister should seriously be a maternity model. She just radiates beauty inside and out. She is also one of the main things that keeps me grounded being here. Getting to share in this part of her life is so absolutely thrilling, there are no words to express how happy I am to be here with her. There are years between us but we talk on the phone almost every day and it's like I'm talking to my best friend. Thank you so much Sam for being there for me during this transition and for just being wonderful. You are the best sister (even after all those years of Amie & I excluding you and picking on you) and I can NOT wait to be an Auntie and with all of the upcoming shoots, we will be spending even more time together!!! XO

 **Yes, my brother in law does have a head, and I did get pictures with him completely in them. I'm just respecting his wishes of not 'being' plastered all over the internet. (he's a little shy) LOL  Thankfully I love that guy so much I don't mind granting his wish. Have a great week everyone!!!!